访问统计:
今天居然夢到你，從記憶裏來説才見過1次，照片也只看到一次。我怕我會忘記掉你的形象，但今天我想不會了。夢裏面我去你住的地方找你，看到一個穿白色衣服的，戴黑色帽子的女人走過來，感覺很漂亮，旁邊還有只白色的貓，感覺很像天堂的感覺。然後我看了她好久................之後我又打電話給你問你在哪裏呢，你說你在購物給我買禮物。然後我飛速的到了購物大廈，你約了我在16樓，在電梯中感覺很擠，因爲旁邊都是肥婆....見到你之後我跑上去馬上擁抱了你，感覺到你的頭髮，你擁抱我的感覺，感覺到你的溫柔。 今天你跟我說了很多關於你跟朋友談到我的想法，雖然很多人都不理解，也不明白爲什麽我們會這麽深愛對方，這個只有我們自己才會明白。也許等到了我們結婚那邊，他們就會明白了。我們也要證明給他們看。 今天你還說你給我準備了一個東西，雖然你沒說，但我也能猜到是什麽了，你在那頭也笑得這麽開心。我想我會猜對，我也希望是我所想的。等這次過去看你的時候就會知道答案了！我愛你！MOUR
I dont really want to write sad things here, as for me and Mour, this is only for romatice and sweet memory to remember all entirely life together.
Tout mon amour est a toi, avec toi et te protege. The text u sended to me, and during our conversation tonight, which is really make me feel much better, today, i believe of wht u said, i think my father is sad inside when he made this decision, but i respect him as i always do. altought he be treat me with less respect which i wanted.
i will be happy and positive in anythings, still love you not matter of age, religion, background etc, keep my heart for you!
Love will die if held too tightly
to listen to u to talk to u to love u
at 30/03/2008 18:38
i think its not about who loves more or less, its just how we feel when we love in our heart for the person we love, its how much we want to succed to build honest, sincere relationship in perfect transparence, harmony and integrity, but to succeed we must have enough confidence with ourself, to love ourself, to believe in our values,to have similiar important values as(honesty, integrity, transparence, courageous, generousity etc) to trust each other and to want always the best for our partenaire as we want the best for ourself, never forget one things, its no rules in lv, every relathionship is different, for example, what is good for us is maybe not good for others, it always about heart feeling and how much we want to be with the person we lv, its easy when both want the same things, without deep reciprocally lv, there is no lv,i believe in that....
----------------------------------------
at 30/03/2008 19:15
"A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity, an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty" Sir Winston Churchil
今天早上要不然被吵醒，我估計現在還在睡覺。
早上都習慣收到他的短信，一看到短信我都感覺很甜蜜，很幸福，感覺自己是世界上最幸福的女人。因爲他我覺得生活變得很美好，是他讓我感覺到生活如此美好快樂，所有事情都可以變得很快樂。之前所發生的一切不快樂事情（家庭，工作）都變得如此美好，快樂。我也很感謝他讓我快樂。隔天的通話都會讓我心情變得超級開心，不管發生什麽事情，我都感覺我跟他在一起，所以我不擔心其他事情。
曾經我也跟我朋友說，我想嫁給這個男人，認識有1年多了，但真正交往只有2個月左右，但爲什麽他會給我這種很強烈的感覺想嫁給他，我想嫁給他，不是因爲錢.護照等等，而是因爲我想跟他在一起，不管發生什麽都會有這個決定。雖然別人會說這樣現不現實，但我的答案是不會變的。因爲我們的戀情跟其他人不一樣，其他人都是有了sex關係后才認真開始交往，但我跟他不一樣，我們是spirit love, so pure and so natural, it always feel the happiness when we sharing everything, for me, it was really important that someone will cares about me, will thinking about me, will do anything for me, not becasue of my money or others. The most important is love me as i do, casue i want we have same value in the life.我也跟他說如果你某天跟我求婚，我肯定會說我同意！但他的回答卻讓我很吃驚，也可以說很意想不到的，他覺得他已經跟我結婚了，我已經是他的妻子，對我來説這個是我最想要的，雖然剛還是交往我不太確定這些東西，但目前我確定我已是他的妻子了，雖然沒有通過法律上的鑑定，但這比法律上的更來得重要。而且我跟他都是有同樣的想法，包括對生活，對愛情，對人.......MOUR, Tu es mon soleil, tu es mon espoir, tu es unique, Je t'aime pour toujours!!!!!
Bounless love for you, i want see your caressing smile, your deep eyes when i look at you, i want to feel everything whatever you are! you are kissable and cuddly, you are desirabel and true, you are my only PRINCE IN MY WHOLE LIFE. Even if i'm gone someday, i still will find you in the crowd. the more we sharing the love the more i can't control myself of thinking and missing you all the time...I REALLY WANT YOU TO BE HERE WITH ME!
at 29/03/2008 10:04
My divine love, my Admirable love, my Gentle love, my Sacret Angel, my Princess of Love, my ETERNITY, i am going to sleep with all the deep love we are sharing together everyday, i am sure now, u r my only refuge of love, my paradise of happiness,yes truly and deeply. i can trust you as i never trust anyone else before u, i feel in total confidence with you, i miss u more than everything, i love you more than anything FOREVER!
at 27/03/2008 1:52am
Je T'AIME plus que tout= I LOVE you more than everything.
----------------------------------------------
at 27/03/2008 8:19am
Good morning my sweet love, its the firt time in all my life i really opened all my heart deeply to someone, i feel you each moment like angel, i am feeling u in all my heart, all my blood, all my mind, all my soul, all my thoughts, all my body, all my deeply dream about the pure and natural love the one i always believed. Now i am sure i met you and you are the angel i always dreamt to meet one day, i open all my heart to you without any doors, without any windows, our love is open, bit, pure, beautiful, sincere, deep, honest, natural and free...all my wishes, my hope are in you, i beileve in you i believe in us FOREVER, LOVE YOU
----------------------------------------------
at 27/03/2008 21:35
since i am with you i fell in perfect paradise, perfect harmony with you, LOVE YOU
at 23/03/2008 23:38
Want to be just with your forever, i am sure you will lv me as i want to lv you,together for life, I promist i will wait for you and one day we will share everything together.
-------------------------------------------
at 23/03/2008 23:42
Doesn't matter how many yeart takes, i will wait to be with you. lv
-------------------------------------------
at 25/03/2008 20:06
Je suis avec toi, parce que je t'aime, i'm with you becasue i love you.
-------------------------------------------
at 26/03/2008 0:49
I am crying of joy and happiness...i love everything on you, you and me is forever. i love you
-------------------------------------------
at 27/03/2008
you are my best richesse in this world, i am thinking 24hours of you, Tres belle nuit=Beautiful night...WO AI NI!
at 22/3/2008 at 1:48am
If GOD exist is only one for the world, we just call hime or her with different name. But if we want the peace in this world, we much respect every religion, every human, no one met GOD....
GOD is everyone and everyone is GOD because for me its easy to like somebody than to hate somebody. I believe in love between all humain being.
For me if we love and respect ourself we can love and respect others. Doesn't matter their religions, their colours or language etc. Look u are different to me, but I want to love you and want to respect your tradition and all what you are....I want to LV all ur stories.....
------------------------------
at 22/3/2008 at 2:01am
I want to LV you as you are, I want to LV everything on you and we can share our difference and learn from each othere. We can become more interesting people to others, becasue they can learn from us more things. We become stronger and happy. LV you more than everyday, wo ai ni!
------------------------------
at 22/03/2008 2:10am
Now I cant imagine the rest of my life without u....I miss you my PRINCESS OF HAPPINESS.
------------------------------
at 22/03/2008 6:17am
Good monring my love, hope you had a good night. I'm alone in my bed just with you in my mind thinking of you, of us now, and I exactlly want to response to you with the same words as you said to me.the only one that I really want to say with no matter how long will takes, just want to share our destiny together, our life together. I LOVE YOU. have a nice day. Please from today just start smiling, be happy. I am with you now, always be there with you, we will never be alone, we are together like chain forever, my dear PRINCESS I LOVE YOU.
------------------------------
at 23/03/2008 7:45am
Good morning my NOBEL heart! Sometimes I am so sad becasue i cant express myself to you as i want it in english. Its huge frustration for me. I know you feel how my heart beat of true love, it beat for you each day and every night. I feel an emotion full of desire to be with you each moment. My heart will remain forever with you. You know well how much i love you, have a lovely sunnday. I am going to sleep with you and to dream of you. LV you and missing my great soul.
------------------------------
at 23/03/2008 14:41pm
In this world as you know, can happen only few spirit, few deep stories of LV...I always have this dream in my heart. I always have this dream in my heart. I always say i want to be someone i LV deeply with all my heart,my soul, better than to wais t all my life with someone I dont really love deeply and to be just like the majority of people just they want to be with someone becasue they scare to live and to be old alone...trust me from heart, Its my choice, its my freeedom. I always say i perfer to happy alone than unhappy with someone. But now we met, we are conscient and happy to be together becasue our love is deep, sincere, honest, pure and natural.
------------------------------
at 23/03/2008 16:10pm
I love you so much, my love...you are so clever, pure, honest and sincere, i think...in the end of our life film. the most important is what we did to people what we gave to them from our heart. The end of life is what stay,left in the souls you loved...its my immaterial, actions, sentiments. its no price for that, its hard for me to express what i am saying in english.
------------------------------
at 23/03/2008 17:19pm
Honesty, between us, we really dont need words, we feel everything the same without any doubt, any fear, any jealousy. now we know what love we need, what love we want to build, i just wish the best for you, for me, and for us, my heart will always be for you, with patience, with passion, we will sucessed together in everything we do, if we believe on it. I am faithful to you, one day would lve to crown your brown with kisses....you are my only princess.
------------------------------
at 23/03/2008 21:44pm
i wish to your friends the best, i always say in love, no rules, no age, no colour, no religion, no one in this world know how we can be happy with somone, i believed only in what we want when we are with someone, if both believe in themself with determniation to build their relationship with the truth, respect, faitful..and the most important thing is each person must to clean their bagages and to know what they want in this life, more we try to know ourslef more it easy to love ourself. its already easy to believe in someone, to love and to make choice to meet the right person, its easy to love, if we love ourslef first. it easy to share, to give with any expectation, and to be with someone who have the most important values on commun, as honestly, the truth, generous, integrity, transparence, open mind, curious, senstive etc.
------------------------------
at 23/03/2008 21:59pm
Trust me the love is my best subject in my life, i told you already but its the true, i prefer to stay alone all my life but happy with all my choices than to be with someone but no happiness, and with lot of problems, love is normally the best solution to everything. is the best religino in the world, its why i always say to people it is important to think twice beore to engage in this beatiful adventure. i am so happy i met you, you are my second life, my second life start with you, lv u.
------------------------------
at 24/03/2008 1:09am
my love, i always believe in mircale in this life, more you wish best, more you get the best, since we share everything about our love, i have read all your words, one by one,i have listen all your words, from your beautiful voice, one by one. i know you want exactly what i want...and together, it why i understand our hope, your determination to love me as you always say"only you forever" its so easy to hear you and to love you as well forever, you r the most important person in my life and i am so proud to lve you and to give all my heart.
at 28/01/2008
First contact with Mour that I am so happy of he still remember me as well.........
20號那天考試前，我剛到場地其他學員已經練習了。
我就把考試的場地連續的開了4遍，心裏有個底了，雖然中間錯了一次！！
考試前還一直打電話給朋友，爲了就是讓自己放鬆下，畢竟要等1多個小時，
那邊的餐廳也不是很大，人也特別的多！！ 站也不是，坐也不是.....
大多數的年輕人都學手動擋的，而我選的是自動擋，學的都是中老年人，要不然就是那種白領.... - -
------------------------------------------------------------
我被排在第五個考試，但是萬萬沒想到，我們隊伍中開得最好的那個，反而考試不及格！
覺得這種考試，實力第一，運氣第二！ 多多少少都要靠點運氣阿，必經考試的時候是靠電腦來判斷你的結果的！
儅廣播說，考試合格，請考員下車的時候，我好激動！走出車我就跳了一起！！
看來努力還是會有回報的！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
今天晚上刚在看《唐伯虎点秋香》的时候
师傅打电话过来说让我在20考试.....
对于自己的技术真的是有点怀疑！
hope i can pass the exam!
GOD BLESS ME!
學車差不多侑一個星期咯````
總體自我感覺還不錯，如果是要考試的話，還需多多練習！！
不過我也沒想到10月份學車，還是會曬黑````哎，這可怎麽辦呢。
一直本來就很討厭曬黑，很懊惱的事情！！
但又想自己開車，想到這個就咬咬牙！曬就曬吧！
大不了用1年的時間去“養白”！！
07年，我毕业了！回国已经2个月了， 也开始工作了一个多月时间，来到了一个新的环境，说明我的学生时代已结束。
从一个角色转换到另一个角色，必是需要时间去接受和适应。于是，慢慢的割裂了过去的生活中按部就班的线索，小心收藏起那些懒惰的个性，恢复到每次开始下一次段生活的空白状态。就好像一只空瓶子期待着全新的注入。正是如此一份迫不及待的小热情催促着我赶快适应到新的环境中来。
其实往往人会慢慢的去适应环境，而不是环境去适应自己, 当强迫自己去喜欢，去适应它，时间长了，就会爱上它，一旦爱上它，就觉得生活如此充实，活力！
However mean your life is,meet it and live it ;do not shun it and call it hard names.
It is not so bad as you are.It looks poorest when you are richest.
The fault-finder will find faults in paradise.
Love your life,poor as it is.
You may perhaps have some pleasant,thrilling,glorious hourss,even in a poor-house.
The setting sun is reflected from the windows of the alms-house as brightly as from the rich man's abode;the snow melts before its door as early in the spring.
I do not see but a quiet mind may live as contentedly there,and have as cheering thoughts,as in a palace.
The town's poor seem to me often to live the most independent lives of any.
May be they are simply great enough to receive without misgiving.
Most think that they are above being supported by the town;but it often happens that they are not above supporting themselves by dishonest means.which should be more disreputable.Cultivate poverty like a garden herb,like sage.Do not trouble yourself much to get new things,whether clothes or friends,Turn the old,return to them.Things do not change;we change.Sell your clothes and keep your thoughts.
from:Henry David Thoreau
I've just remeber a thing had happened when i was lived with a local English famliy, they were have two daughter, named Amy and Anna, which are 20 and 22 respetively.
It was in a Valentine's day, in the morning, I was open door to pick up bottle of milk, Suddenly, a big love card, bear, and bunch of flower was just right in front of my face. When i was saw this, I was so exciting and running upstairs and told Anna.
That morning, Anna was exciting and happy all the day, and call her bf right away when she saw this, then we knew it was cost him one night to prepare this love super gift, and get up early in the morning and put in the front door.
I was just thinking, is there anyone can do this for your lover? or maybe in other romantic way to emotionalize he or she.
Just remmber nothing is impossible! If you really want to do, just do it !
No matter how it was difficult! Do it by your Heart
Firstly, thanks for your help to add such a beatiful songs and the background, which i really like it!
Actually, I have had deleted my diary before, which I not really like to show my feeling to anyone....
But I will try to write more and more, not only in english, maybe korean, haha,,just kidding ^-^
So as from now on, this was my first time wrote a diary here for my brother. Roger,Zhong.
分页